its 3.14am..

its 3.14am and honestly, im not doing anything. i have been stoning for the past hour. supposed to be doing my assignment but it is just so boring, i'd rather not do anything than to do it. and i'm pretty screwed because i've wasted a perfectly good day to do the assignment. i wonder what has gotten into me. well, i was reading some old blog posts. i forgot how i used to be a wild child. daring to go club. daring to just go against the odds. now i'm all safe and not trying. i feel all old and mature. i feel that, i haven't played enough. gah, im pathetic.