its 4am and im waiting for the sexy xiinn to shower...

its 4am and im at the chalet waitin for xiin to shower. I just wanna remember this feeling of happinness. Like, though im extremely sleepy.. And i was supposed to be on a diet but i didnt care and just ate pasta for supper and drank full sugared coke.. I cant be anymore thankful. Was chatting with the girls for 3 hours? And so much fun setting up her 21st birthday chalet at arandas. I really hope that we can go on a holiday together. Its gonna be superrrr fun. Confirm tiring, but fun. We never run out of laughter and im thankful for the girls, as always! Xiin's family is fucking awesome and fun! Well.. So awesome. So happy. And im super thankful like mad. And nei coming over to help even though he doesnt know them? Last night he went to seto's place for mj and only slept for 3 hours.. But so glad he actually came and even helped. And very happy the girls loved him. Even xiin's mum. Sent him to the bus stop which we went to pasir ris park to pa tor, though it was super crowded. Lol. Hahaa.. Hmmmm.. He is a god send. Cant ask for more. Need to collect memories to last me for a looong time. Well.. Anyways.. I came back and the girls kept laughing but.. I know they mean well. Really glad to be able to share the joy like this. And we had ' 3 hour dialogue session. Hahahahahah. I hope they find good guys whom they love soon!! Then we can shift into the same block and eat nana's cheesecake everyday. :) thank u god or whoever gave me tonight... Thanks sooo much. :)

Love yourself first.

Yes, the blog bug has bitten me and whenever i turn the laptop on and with so much emotions brimming out of me, i just cannot not blog.

After watching the movie [despite that from the last blogpost to now, i have been busy gossiping, getting excited about buying OPI's Crackle, listening to jokes on 987fm.. i am still feeling the sadness.], i still can't believe that it was based on a true story. how sad a life Max and Mary led. but they all learnt lessons through the mistakes they made in their lives.

Black shatter. MAD LOVES!

Right now, i am really happy with who i am. My friends wise- i would never have imagined having such active social life in uni the same time last year. not active, but with only a few good friends on hand, its more than enough. plus i have my sec school friends leh! emma, xiin, nana, morgan, fartsie. and poly friends - nei, martin, anita, ade tan, hong choo, ade khng, and last but not least, enrique iglesias [most impt liao]. and somemore, i'd dare say they're in my primary layer in my social group eh. so yeah. i can't ask for more.

In terms of family, currently is peace. no fights. parents seems fine with my behavior. parents okay with each other. they're okay with bro. bro okay with them. no health issues. all good.

In terms of relationship, well. i honestly don't crave to date or whatsoever. got another fb private message from this guy. i straightaway deleted. not now. i have too much on my hand already. and right now, im not willing to date anyone outside my social circle. it has to be good friends or above if i wanna begin anything. so yeah. well, i wanna protect myself. and i believe thats part of loving oneself. afterall, many mistakes regretted in adulthood are actually made during youth.

In terms of studies, i don't know all my prelims results. but im rather satisfied with MA - 58. cus in my books, 50% is still the passing mark although technically, 34% is the pass. though i have been very very very lazy and not studying for the WHOLE of this week, i had a lot of fun. resting at home, watching all the shows i wanted, buying all the makeup i needed, going to K with derrick, going to watch movie, hanging out with bro and his friend, dinnering with fam.. so yeah. i will study hard already la. since anyway tmr is intensive revision.

so apart from my messed up room/wardrobe, most of my life is v well-sorted now. i am gonna count my blessings now and try to not take all these for granted. because now.. i feel really great about life. i wished it would sustain but from previous experience, at this point of time, it just means that my life is going to go off-balance soon but i don't know which aspect. so yeah..

okay la. revision starts at 8.30am tmr. then saturday having Steve Taylor [eggcited!] then going to G's 21st... and yeah.. oh well. G'day people. peace out.

p/s: third post of the day.

p/p/s: typing "p/s" reminds me of the letter exchanging in "Mary and Max" .. shall quote:

"PS. Do not worry about not smiling. My mouth hardly ever smiles but it does not mean I am not smiling inside my brain.

PPS. Please find enclosed a Frisbee, some Chocolate Pop Rocks, which you should eat with cola, and an illustration of a turtle from one of my National Geographics.

PPPS. Did you know that turtles can breathe through the...ir anuses?" "

The innocence, sigh!

Laughter is contagious

From this site: http://www.smileofthedecade.co.uk/index.html

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