Friday, April 8, 2011

Love yourself first.


Yes, the blog bug has bitten me and whenever i turn the laptop on and with so much emotions brimming out of me, i just cannot not blog.

After watching the movie [despite that from the last blogpost to now, i have been busy gossiping, getting excited about buying OPI's Crackle, listening to jokes on 987fm.. i am still feeling the sadness.], i still can't believe that it was based on a true story. how sad a life Max and Mary led. but they all learnt lessons through the mistakes they made in their lives.

Black shatter. MAD LOVES!

Right now, i am really happy with who i am. My friends wise- i would never have imagined having such active social life in uni the same time last year. not active, but with only a few good friends on hand, its more than enough. plus i have my sec school friends leh! emma, xiin, nana, morgan, fartsie. and poly friends - nei, martin, anita, ade tan, hong choo, ade khng, and last but not least, enrique iglesias [most impt liao]. and somemore, i'd dare say they're in my primary layer in my social group eh. so yeah. i can't ask for more.

In terms of family, currently is peace. no fights. parents seems fine with my behavior. parents okay with each other. they're okay with bro. bro okay with them. no health issues. all good.

In terms of relationship, well. i honestly don't crave to date or whatsoever. got another fb private message from this guy. i straightaway deleted. not now. i have too much on my hand already. and right now, im not willing to date anyone outside my social circle. it has to be good friends or above if i wanna begin anything. so yeah. well, i wanna protect myself. and i believe thats part of loving oneself. afterall, many mistakes regretted in adulthood are actually made during youth.

In terms of studies, i don't know all my prelims results. but im rather satisfied with MA - 58. cus in my books, 50% is still the passing mark although technically, 34% is the pass. though i have been very very very lazy and not studying for the WHOLE of this week, i had a lot of fun. resting at home, watching all the shows i wanted, buying all the makeup i needed, going to K with derrick, going to watch movie, hanging out with bro and his friend, dinnering with fam.. so yeah. i will study hard already la. since anyway tmr is intensive revision.

so apart from my messed up room/wardrobe, most of my life is v well-sorted now. i am gonna count my blessings now and try to not take all these for granted. because now.. i feel really great about life. i wished it would sustain but from previous experience, at this point of time, it just means that my life is going to go off-balance soon but i don't know which aspect. so yeah..

okay la. revision starts at 8.30am tmr. then saturday having Steve Taylor [eggcited!] then going to G's 21st... and yeah.. oh well. G'day people. peace out.

p/s: third post of the day.

p/p/s: typing "p/s" reminds me of the letter exchanging in "Mary and Max" .. shall quote:

"PS. Do not worry about not smiling. My mouth hardly ever smiles but it does not mean I am not smiling inside my brain.

PPS. Please find enclosed a Frisbee, some Chocolate Pop Rocks, which you should eat with cola, and an illustration of a turtle from one of my National Geographics.

PPPS. Did you know that turtles can breathe through the...ir anuses?" "

The innocence, sigh!

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