Uploading pictures to fb now.. was reading my 2010 calendar. wow. the change of events from january to december is quite.. amazing. lol. i wonder how my 21st year as a parasite to the society would work out! hahah. im loving school because my friends are making it pretty fun despite me having no ccas! hahah. well, im pretty busy uploading shanghai pics and alyssa's pics also. and also, of course, with my never-ending pile of work. im really scared eh! but i just am still in fucking holiday mood! omgggggg. really dont know how the hell im going to get through the work pile.
well.. i have to face it. im hitting 21. and i want a boyfriend. im frank about it. gahhh. its just quite sucky thinking how single i have been for 21 years with the occasional "romance" in my life. but of course, i need someone to be my cup of tea before i can even begin a functional relationship with. haiyoo. but then again, im not sure if i wanna be susceptible to the kind of bullshit that comes with it, since i'm rather fucked at this kinda stuff. well, though i always say how good it is to be single.. no matter how good it is, i never really feel complete until im into a "relationship". i have to admit that. but then, oh well. im good la, actually. just that sometimes this kinda thoughts enter my head. well, i should be working hard right? okay la. gonna watch bof now.. so.. yup. tireddd..
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