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Well, friday met up with emsy wemsy! i had the urge to dress up and i did! we went to study in the afternoon at her school. wow, so quiet leh the place! its like, deafening silence kinda silent. but quite effective. lol! after that, she went to her cousins' birthday and i went off to meet mormor and nana for dinner at bugis. we missed MOF and decided to eat hot stone rice ALTHOUGH IM SUPPOSED TO BE ON A DIET. fail. somemore i had dessert. FAIL. then, morgan intro-ed me to "Tornado" at iluma! omgggg. so bloody nice! its a super huge arcade. lol! v fun!!! and i exchanged tokens for a thermometer. lol!!
So on saturday, i met up with martin and nei to watch the "black swan". its a very dark and evil movie. i had to hold onto nei as though my life depended on it! i was soooo shocked, i even spilled the popcorn all over him. x: v paiseh. lol! but its weird though, cus when natalie portman masturbated.. or when there was the scene where she did hot lesbian sex with this other hot girl, i wondered if they got turned on. x: but i was like, "eh nei, u horny liao uh?" lol! then he's like "no la, she so skinny" ahhahahahah! bastard. i secretly think he got turned on lor! hahahahha. then i brought them to the aracade at iluma also. wa, damn fun once again! we played super trivia. some damn funny car game, LOL!!!!! and basketball (me and nei form the best team already. with him uh, always can beat high score!). and some random panda game. lol! v fun. then we went our seperate ways cus i had to rush home to de-makeup and re-makeup in time for a wedding i had to attend. it was my mum's cousin's son's wedding! lol! i have NEVER seen my mum's side relatives in my life (or at least, as long as i can remember) apart from her elder sis, my ah gong, her younger bro and her younger sis. so since parents went on cruise, me and gerald represented them, along with my mum's elder sis (my ah yi) to the wedding. so when we reached "the plaza", we had no idea who the hell everyone were! lol! so my ah yi just intro-ed us to this aunt, that aunt, this uncle, that uncle but i just don't really know who they are. so we were seated and i whipped my phone out and thank god martin somehow could read my mind and asked if i was bored. lol!! so managed to have a companion to chat with through the dinner. but, but, the other 7 people around my table were really chatty. it turns out, there were 2 girls - 17 and 19 years old.. and they were my nieces! they were my mum's cousin's son's daughters! LOL! so we managed to chat until v well and even shared racist jokes and all! my ah yi just caught up with a lot of her long-lost relatives also.
my ahyi and brother. handsome la!
my nieces! and my brother is supposed to be their "uncle" but he's the same age as the younger girl! lol! so weird! AND SCREW MY FAT FACE. :(and i had 9 fucking glasses of wine. the wine glass seem to keep refilling on its own and i just drank and drank and cracked mad jokes.
well, hahahah. so weird. and alot of the older relatives were like, "ohhh you're doreen's daughter? the last time i saw you, you were only a baby!" hhahahha! no wonder i had no impression! and so funny how another aunt wanted to matchmake her daughter to kenson (ahyi's son) LOL! they were thinking of exchanging photos!!! so funny!! poor kenson, his mum's so worried he won't get married! but nah, he will la! confirm. heh! then he came to pick us up and sent us home. then i went out again to meet albsie welbsie at our usual bus stop for a quick therapy cus he's really busy. what a great way to end a wonderful day! (:
then had school on sunday. fuckkk. lecture was supposed to be from 12 to 3pm. but got dragged to 5pm. blast him! then went home after that. and told parents all about the wedding dinner. in which, my mum explained to us her side of the family which was never unfolded, until now! LOL! apparently, here's how my fam tree goes..
my mum's side:
my mum has 3 sisters and a brother. my mum's mum has 3 other siblings? and their 3 siblings, if i remember correctly, omg, i can't remember. i know a lot of children. i think.. about 10 children if added up. plus they have grandchildren. but last night, the wedding i went to, was my mum's dad's side. my grandpa's mum has 4 children - 3 daughters and my grandpa. the wedding we went to was grandpa's 3rd sister's grandson's wedding! lol! and 3rd sister has 8 kids. 2nd sister has 5 kids. and their kids have kids. and its sooooo damn complicated. loads of stories too! v interesting!
as for my dad's side:
im closer to dad's side. in fact, a lot a lot closer as compared to mum's side. dad has 4 other siblings. dad's mum has 1 sister and 1 brother. the sister has like.. a lot of kids - 4 or 5. brother's side has 2 wives and also, 6 or 7 kids? i have never met dad's dad's side. lol! apparently, theres 4 siblings on his side and they also have loads of children!
SEE? imagine if we really took the time to map out the family tree.. WOW! it'll be gigantic! LOL! but i really wanna get to know all my cousins and aunts. who knows? i might be a grand-aunt for all i know! but so funny how i have nieces who are just 3 years younger than me!
well, okayy. great weekends! well, weddings always makes me wonder, "will i ever walk down the aisle?" hmm. i want to. if i do, i want it small scale. anyway, my hubby's money will be mine, so why waste too much of it. in fact, for the wedding on saturday, i dare bet ALL my assets that the bride and groom had NO IDEA who the fuck me and my brother are! LOL! oh well! ok la.. so here's something to a special someone.. just for the heck of it. shall put myself in denial as though i have a real, substantial, functional date like that:
"Dear beloved (though phantom) guy who's gonna "spend" v day with me,
just so you know, you have always been very special to me. and you've never let me down. though i know its really impossible for you to feel the same way as i do (cus, i can feel it), im just glad to have you in my life at this point of my life, just being through with me every week and listening to my woes despite your own. actually, this is a good v. day gift.. better than superficial ferrero rochers which will only spoil my diet plan (sour grapes x:). anyways, i'm actually quite fearful for the day you will leave my life. i know it will come one day, though not soon, but i'm still pretty scared. i hope you don't find me a pest. and i really wanna help you make your life easier now that it isn't really the best stage of your life. but just so you know, the way you love your family, your friends.. your honesty.. your smile.. your silliness.. and most importantly, the fact that you always make me shine when i'm with you no matter what happened in my life.. just makes me like you a little more each day. i know it's wrong of me to put myself in a denial.. but just let me do so.. until it reaches a point where its clear and too impossible to be in a denial. but between now and then... thanks (: i really really hope we can take it higher. but i don't have courage to tell you this. but, you being around and happy is good enough for me, even if it means not being my lover. so, anyway, happy valentines day. (:
Much loves,
Shirley."
ok! last but not least, just because we don't have romantic love doesn't mean we can't partayyyyy on v day! here's a good song to just.. dance!!
ALL THE SINGLE LADIES, NOW PUT YOUR HANDS UP!
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