Every single day (except saturday), i've been waking up, putting my makeup, head out, study for a good 6 to 7 hours, dinner, head home, shower, study for another 4 hours, then bed. then the cycle repeats itself. my brain feels like it has been running and running and running non stop. haha. actually, i would say, i have effectively only studied half the time? especially when i'm at starbucks, im more often on fb, twitter.. than 100% concentrating and studying. but tonight, i'm giving myself a break. i'm tired. especially, these days when at night, i'll drink green tea (caffeine to last me through the night. also, can speed up the digestion of fats). but it makes me have insomnia. i couldn't sleep till 4am for the past few nights and i have to wake up at 11am, 12 noon kind the next day? i'm really sleepy and tired. and my head hurts. gahhh.
today met up with reggie veggie to study at esplanade library. i swear, everytime i study at esplanade library, i feel fucking atas, even if im just in spag top, baggy pants and slippers x: hahahah! i will feel like "i don't need to dress up to show off that i'm classy" AHAHAH! well, it has been fun. and eating breadtalk bread with her outside esp library just makes me think of the old days when we would mug together.. :D forever filled with random gossip session and even htht. lol!!! love her like mad. blah! but always bully me one sia. hahahah.
anyway, after she left, i was studying alone for a while. then i was wearing the sapphire ring veron gave me. so i tried it on my "wedding" finger. boy, did it look weird sitting on that finger. it felt.. weird leh. hmm, i wonder if this was a sign that i'm gonna be single for life! oh well. anyway, as the month end draws nearer and i promise to snap out of denial, i dread for it to come. and also, month end = prelims + revision sessions! gahhh.
anyhoos,
watch this:
yeahhh, its cheesy. and yeah, its another singapore song. but i've always LOVED this song! even kit chan's version. EVEN jj lin's rap version. but this version is sooo heartwarming! it makes me feel like, even the celebs are putting effort to come together to do this. i really really love it! :D hahah!! i downloaded it even. i loved these national day songs as a kid.
MY favouritest singapore song! LOL! why am i in the national day mood already!! look at fann wong, so skinny! lol!
AND OF COURSE, the year we went to watch national day preview as 11 years old!
WOOOO! feeling fucking patriotic today! :D ciao!
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