what if we became strangers?

heyhey! Ahhah. So friday, was supposed to study with rayson. Then in the end got cancelled last minute. so instead, i was already awake at 9am. So decided to go run some errands, buy toto for the cny draw, buy my wanton mee and head home. so sad, realised that wanton mee place is gonna be closed down. the place where the wanton mee is at is called 'hollywood canteen' ahahh. It has a lot of memories for me cus my grandma used to sell dao suan there.. Hahaa. Then now, its gonna be en bloc. i will miss that place. I would wanna buy from there more often now. :( why don't the good things ever last? I hate it.

Well so, anyway, nana called and asked to go study. So i went with her. Then mugged till evening when martin came to find me and we headed to funan. Saw my nokia e7! Im soooo gonna get it in april. :) then met up w hong choo and had dinner at watami! Lol! Lovee my bibibok! :) then we headed to eat red mango at citylink. Mmmm. Btw, thanks veggie for the shrek bracelet :)

Hong choo asked me, "what if one day we became strangers?". On the same night, bert called me and i asked him that. He said that im quite paranoid :) i hope i am. Hhahah. Cus in my life, my friends are super important. Alongside family. They are my urban family. Hahaha. It will hurt me if we all became strangers. Really.

Then saturday was.. Well.. I cant blog about it now cus its a surprise. So i'll write about it when the surprise is over. ;) but in the evening, headed to aloha loyang for sx's hawaiian 21st. It was fun. Especially hanging with xiin, nana, emsy and yanni. Seeing wan tat becoming so long (tall and skinny), we all were shocked. Lol! Hahahahahaha. q handsome nw. He's rlly tgt with jiayu. Jiayu is from the same primary school as me. They're really damn cute together. I rlly hope they'll last leh. It will give me alot of hope. :) jiayu is sooo, such a positive person. Seeing her all smiley and blissful, it made me envious. But definitely positively. Hahaha. Then we took alot of pictures and omg, the satay was awesomeeee. headed home at abt 12 and reached home to my bro telling me theres a cockroach in the kitchen. Can fly somemore. and he microwaved his lunch until he fell asleep. Zzz. So i had to back him up with my audit textbook as he retrieved his dinner. Fuck. Took us 30 minutes to gather the courage. Bastard. Hahahah. Showered then slept.

And today's family day. Finally gotta eat at rendezvous! Hahhh. Am happyyy. Shall study now and dinner w fam tonight. I havent met them in a week. X: lol!

Yesterday i did a rlly silly thing. Well, i won't say it. And well.. I asked for it la. Stupid shirley. But all's good. I mean, what the hell was wrong with me yesterday??

And on a sidenote, just realised that im prolly the only person in my pri school left unattached. See? The fucking peer pressure. Even joyce has a bf. Blahhh. I used to sit beside her beside the dustbin cus we didnt do our chinese homework on a daily basis and our teacher compared us to the dustbin. Lol. We used to joke lot about the dustbin. And she got attached. Well. Aiya, single then single la. Wont die anyway. Anyway, so many relationships also end up in heartbreaks. just look at that fucker. Just 3mths ago, we were so close like.. so fucking close. And now, we're back to equilibrium - strangers. Oh well. Friends and family.. they're the ones that are substantial and they are what that makes me. :)

Ohh fuck. What if i never got married? I want children. I only have 20 child-bearing years left. Gahhhh.