sorry my dear blog, i really really had the inspiration to blog. but the thing is, i have been very very tired. have been having insomnia recently. v stupid i tell you. i will lie in my bed at 1am. then sleep only at 5am. and worst thing was, that happened again last night when i had prelims today. gahhh. well, the paper was actually, doable, i believe. but i didn't work hard enough. they ripped the questions off past year exam papers leh. and i so happened to practise the correct question. and i kinda just pasted the model answer down. so actually, im not sure if i should do well. and also, the theory.... well.. lets just say i could do better than that. am going to chiong exam papers after the end of my socio paper next week. but before i start chionging again, shall pamper myself with chalet stay for nana's bday!! hahaha.
honestly, right now, im tired. i dozed off for 2 hours this afternoon though i promised self that i won't sleep. i want my biological clock back to normal again eh! im really tired. gah.. i hope i can sleep leh. really v xin ku... plus my period finally came. late for 1 week. and pimples everywhere. in the most ungodly places also. on the bridge of my nose. beside my lip? behind my neck?!?! and sore throat, so can't eat too much chocs. but luckily, it came at a good time. not on my prelims date itself. not on the killer papers. so okay la. nothing much to complain. except that, i felt like eating yogurt today. so i purposely went to citylink mall to get red mango. somemore the 12oz kind. $8 leh! then came home, menses. gg. lol!!! nvm. think of the calories saved. lol!
sometimes, i wonder, if my friends are sick of me. haha. i mean, all these weekends, keep meeting up with poly friends. i wonder if they're sick of me uh. lol. im definitely am not sick of them. but could it be too much? is it time to break away for a moment? maybe, it's time to let go already. stop holding on too tightly... start leading a new life or something. sigh. i just feel like im in quick sand. the more i struggle, the deeper i sink. maybe, if i didn't struggle.. i could get out of this?
and i don't know what my life is. what is the purpose of my life? what do i want? i don't know anything. i feel so. stupid.
but anyway, was reading an article on the lady who founded "gelato" in Singapore. she passed away at age 36? cus she fell down and died from overbleeding. yeah. why worry too much? see? life's so unpredictable, right?
oh well. abit of good news.. MAN U lost uh? lol!!!! GOOD! i have nothing against them, but that bastard supported them. its nice to see a reason that might cause a dent in his life. WOOT! x:
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