I'm typing this post with an extremely full stomach [filled with korean bbq] and hair smelling like smoky bbq. haha! anyway, just an update on my life since exams ended. today, i just nua-ed at home as i watch "Liar game" .. wow. its a super intelligent drama. nathan has been persuading me to watch it since poly year 3? i finally decided to watch it when he threatened not to give me big bang theory 4 if i dont watch liar game. and i watched it. so so intriguing! i seriously recommend it to those who love to be mind fucked. then at about 7, met up with nana and the girls. nana's exams finally ended. time to learn cooking from her. anyway, cus of GSS, i bought 4 bottles of passion fruit body scrub. i have always loooved that scrub and they stopped producing them about 6 months ago? so i had to buy the cranberry scrub, which.. wasn't as good. finally, they are stocking it and since nana has bodyshop card, i bought 4 for 40% off! so yeah. big hole in pocket. then we met with the girls and tried this new korean bbq place at katong mall there. the food is good, but i still prefer JSJ eh. the atmosphere and memories attached to JSJ probably makes it more appealing. then we headed to awfully chocolate for hei ice cream. hmmmm.. so damn guilty especially since i have been diet-ing. i havent been eating dinner for the past 3 nights... and i have lost quite a big of weight which i gained during exam-mad-eating period! so, yeah. guess i just put back all the weight i have lost with all those pork belly and stuff. time to lose the weight again...
So, on tuesday, met with reggie to go shopping.. at fep. its been so long since we shopped together and its madness. i spent more than $100++ in a single day. love the feeling of just.. spending.. [though am unemployed]. bought this gorgeous trench dress! i cant wait to wear it. and bought earrings and other random things. i am mad. hhahaa.. then reggie stayed over and i showed her mary and max. we both cried until our eyes wanna pop out. i felt lame for crying a second time, but i just can't help it .. especially with "que sera sera" playing in the background as she committed suicide... sigh! then we watched this epi from "dolphin bay" .. it was an emo night! LOL! then woke up the next day, brought her to eat EWF. went too early and too many things werent ready yet. i felt like eating nutella tart, but resisted. then, we went to k, from 2 to 7pm! lol!!! headed home and watched liar game. haha.
on monday, i went to sing with derrick and huilin the moment we were released! although i had my period DURING econs exams [very very lucky i thought of wearing pad before going for exams, i swear. really really very lucky. if i didn't wear.. i'd confirmed be sitting in a poool of blood cus it was soo heavy lor, the flow.] and hence, i had very very bad period cramps and even leaked onto the couch, we still got so high as we keep singing all the oldies. hahaha!! ang kong kia! hahaha! happiness!! then after we parted ways, i bought cleo and reader's digest. walao, i only missed an issue of cleo and they changed the editor!!! deborah tan!!! hahah. i bet she can now elope with her ang moh boyfriend now! hahah.
but very glad i bought this month's issue. there was an article on "solophobia". being afraid of being alone. which was what i am facing. its so spot on, like how im afraid to spend weekends alone.. i no longer go to the movies alone.. i dont even really like the idea of eating alone.. so spot on. and well.. this article is very inspiring. yeah. i miss reading [for leisure]!
anyways, i do want to make changes into my life during this holidays. but i have been to lazy recently. hahahaha. the only change i've made was probably to not eat dinner? hahahah! well, price of vanity. hahaha. okay la. i am gonna finish liar game.. sleep and meet lorraine tomorrow! :D loving holidays! have decided to send my resume out to many banks and see who will get back to me... oh well! i need money sia.. i still havent bought my curling iron. and so sooooo many birthdays in june! xD partayysssss!!! but also, means big hole in pocket. hahaha.
and well.. i told myself to stop being in a denial. but its so hard. sometimes, i get the vibe he likes me. then again, i guess i should be prudent and just.. stay clear. and just, see it in a way that.. we will just remain best friends forever. but its quite hard. really. hmmm.... oh well. but somehow, i just feel that.. if i can't make it with you, i can't make it with anyone else either. okay la. liar game.
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