ohmygosh. head hurts, body feels lethargic and dehydrated, tummy aching and im at work. usually i'd wake up at 7.30 to prepare for work but today, i only could drag my body out of bed at 8.15. super duper panic. didn't do hair, did basic make up and grabbed whatever decent office clothes i can find. ohgoshh. i will never drink on a worknight ever.
anyway the reason im blogging from work at 9.05am with the risk of everyone reading my blog is.. that i realised how stupid and selfish i am. i think only of my own benefits. of wanting to be in a "relationship" that i forgot that the base of us is our friendship. and i neglected that. i shall make a decision.. because he is my good friend. and not anything else. yeah. if i were to regret it, let it be then. yeah. im really... stupid la.
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