Yup. hmmm, i think in this world, only nathan can tolerate my maculinity. lol! i realise that i am quite disgusting and masculine. in fact, in our relationship, it seems like our roles are abit reversed. im the disgusting other half. i make him do gross stuff, i.e rub my nose, scratch my oily face etc. haha! im not sure if any other men would accept this. [looks at albert's disgusting look on his face! hah!!] i really shouldnt take this for granted. i mean, i have recently been dressing up to be more feminine (i.e more floral prints and dresses) but my personality won't change. okay. maybe for one date, i shall try to change abit. lol!!! i mean, its not so nice to scold "Fuck" in front of him right? LOL!! or cb. lol! x: but im still very glad that we can be honest to each other. like how he thought my necklace is ugly (i thought it was cute lor. blah!).. and how i confessed that the reason i forced him to sms me every morning is because initially, i forgot that im no longer single and i just needed to see his smses every morning to be reminded that im in love with my best friend. lol! but now okay already la. its kinda like the "trainee wheels stage" in bicycle riding. lol. and how we both confessed that last night's date night was boring cus we didnt watch movie/ cannot find a good quiet spot to chill/ have absolutely nothing to do + we're both on diet, so trying not to eat dinner.. so really really boring. but of course, we entertained each other but we already told each other what we needed to say and there are bound to be silence. however, i thought those interval of silence are actually very good moments to savour the moment of being together. hahah. but i was the one who insisted on getting up to walk but have no idea where to walk to. hmmm. sigh! see? im really the ... nonsensical other half in this. blah at me!
i really wonder what happens after the honeymoon period when we get sick of each other? i wonder if he's sick of me already! cus im rather.. hyped up when im with him. think it takes up a lot of his energy! haha!! but he's still very sweet nonetheless. blur yes. but still sweet! :D i can't believe we were talking as though he has already proposed and i have already accepted. we were talking about how lame our children will be! LOL! he said we're both too lame already that our children will always be cold cus of our jokes!! HAHAH!! i super duper love how much fun we have when we're together. just entertained by our lameness. as i've said before, i can't find another man who has the same level of lameness as me [except for xiin, if she's a man. hahah!!!]
:D love you loads, nehnehtooot!
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