Just wanna say..

That i really wish nathan would be the man i marry. though we've already talked about doing wedding photoshoots at SP and having 2 children and more.. but really hope it would materialise. cus i realise that ever since our dates get more and more.. romantic.. smsing becomes rather dull. like, nothing like meeting each other for a date. and imagine when he goes to aussie and smsing/skype/whatsapp would be our only form of communication. ohgosh. i wonder how we'd survive. seriously. previously, my so called past "experiences" ... smsing was sufficient. maybe because the dates werent as fun as these with nei. sigh! long way to go. blah. somehow i wished the next 3 years or so would go by in a flash. really hope he'd be the man i marry. and the father to my children. well.. lame right? cus afterall, i've been a sceptic of lasting relationships. oh well.