i saw his facebook just now. like 2 minutes after i posted the previous post. he had his arms around this girl. you know what? what the hell am i doing? feeling upset???!?!?!?!?!?! he has forgotten me! so for fuck's sake, i ought to suck it up and move on! just move on with life, not with another guy. why???? why does it still hurt?????? WTFFFF!!! okay. im going to jog. i deleted him off fb and msn. fuck you ben. good riddance. good good riddance. goodbye also. you know what? i dont need another guy to make me feel complete. in fact, ben, im not like you lor. always need to fill your gaps with girls. blahh. u disgust me. pui. fuck it. i dont wanna develop nice memories with guys anymore. heart's wrenching. sigh. why???????????? oh my fucking gosh. okok. i am going to erase him. completely. destroy all hopes he'll call. ya, i wish that girl good luck. fuck.
suck it up shirley whirley. it is not worth it. nope. good. no tears. fuck you ben. fuck you for continuing the good work of tarnishing the word "relationship" in my dictionary. well done. thanks.
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. v painful la. why? it is really closure now. im really so fucking retarded and stupid and pathetic. im so fucked up. i honestly am fucking cheebye a cheebye. i am fucking retarded. never seen another person so fucked up, honestly. i am such a loser la. wtf. CHEEBYEEE! i feel like starting a new blog. because this blog is filled with too much "ben" already. its painful. sigh. feel like erasing all the posts. ohmygosh.
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