i have wasted 4 perfectly good days to study. i am going to be a douche if i carry on playing. and i havent even began on my fucking report. not even the research. i am a pig. gosh! okay. tomorrow am going to read the textbook first, all communication devices off first. then after that, shall revise through a couple of modules. alright. must. work. hard. because honestly, i know deep inside how screwed i am for my studies. apart from management accounting and banking and finance, i haven't really done much tutorials for the other modules. esepcially a module like economics? i am so fucking screwed. cheebye. okay. -breathes in- no more msn except after 10 pm or have done reasonable amount of studying. i. must. fucking. focus.
Goal: complete report by Tuesday, 01 February 2011. Though martin jio me go funan. gahhh. okay. that means, i'm going to complete the bloody report tomorrow. okay.
cast away all other small problems. i have no relationship so that should never be any relationship problems. i have no friendship problems. so nothing else should distract me. i hope it won't rain tomorrow so i can go jogging..
and, i have been listening to a lot of Gold 90fm these days.. the music is just sooo soothing! i forgot an oldie:
hahaha! but i feel mature. i guess, i really have matured alot. i mean, maybe, sitting on the fence is a grown up thing to do. i just wished i could feel alive. guess nothing wrong with being safe, right?
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