I don't wanna be a sad bag of poop.

i was chatting with bert just now and i sounded like a pathetic sad bag of poop complaining to him about nothing! just being sulky and all and basically, my life is just stagnant. i have nothing to look forward to. and also, i have nothing much to sulk about. blahh! i made some progress today but its very small. i need to make bigger progress. i shall start again now. haiz. i hate to be a sad bag of poop. all wallowing in self pity. gah! i have definitely more personality than this! gahhh!!