yesterday had fucking 14 hours having lectures. Basically, he let us off at 10.30pm when he should have at 10pm. And i was so mindfucked and shagged that i was an empty shell. As alb said, its one of those exhaustion where you see a puddle of water in your way and you just walk through it instead of around it. Cus i had 2 tests earlier in the day followed by MA where we're pressured to use our brains, i really felt so mindfucked. In poly, even though i've stayed for 14 hours in school, i think only half the time is used for lectures. The other half is projecting and crapping. But yesterday was oure 14 hours of mugging. Cus i didn't do his tutorial beforehand, so i had to chiong it during my 3 hour break. Oh man. Well, and yesterday, i've witnessed one of my friend's arguments with her boyfriend, or rather, ex boyfriend now. V fiery. All me and my other friend could do was just keep quiet and eat. the friend who ate with me told me her fight with her ex was wayyy worse. Then i thought to myself, i've never done this before. Hmm. And i can't really see me shouting eh. i don't know. Hmmm. when i was on the way home, i prayed to not see ben. Im in one of the worst states in a long while and it makes me look weak. Im not weak cus of him, but weak cus im shagged. But it might make me look weak cus of him and i dont want that.
Well, so, i headed home, mustered the last morsel of strength and walked to the shower. Then briefly facebooked and slept at abt 1am.
Woke up at 10am today. Wanted to wake up at 9am instead to jog. But was toooo tired. So woke up then, chose photos. Cus i wanna make a collage of my family and friends as part of my home improvement project. Think will do it on friday.. :) and then, left home for korea bbq at ju shin jung. Fucking fucking loves. Today i feel v v v unglam and gross. Firstly, i didnt blowdry my hair. Then i just hairbanded up my fringe. Then i just threw on a tee, shorts and ugly green praias. And i havented threaded my brows for a month cus i just cut my fringe eh. Feels unnecessary to do brows.. So anyway.. Me and the girls were sooooooo craving for it can! Then went there and ordered like mad. We had at least 6 rounds of green veggies.. and idk, 10 plates of pork at least. Soooooo goooooood. And only $23. Plus the kimchi is .. Mmmmmmmm. Yummmmmeh!!! :D i have a feeling we'll do this more and more often. And as part of the tradition, we headed to parkway to eat shaved ice. V funneh with the girls as wel talk about making our own tv series. Hahahah. Then xin headed home, mor headed for sch, nana headed home and i went parkway to develope the pics. Gotta wait for an hour, so went to buy my contact lenses, conditioner .. And where best to kill an hour than a bookshop! So was at borders and i picked this book up. Its name was "dear undercover economist". Omg. Its hilarious. It sounds boring. But basically its like a 'dear aunt agony' thing. Only the reply is using economics as logic. Fuckinf hilarious! I kept giggling to myself. Then got the pics, came home, jogged at back alley and now, doing hair mask. So blogging while waiting. Ok. Guess its about done. Ciao!
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