i feel nonchalant. about life. about my surroundings. i don't know why but through chinese new year, i wasn't inclined to take many pictures, hence theres a significant drop in the number of pictures. and i didn't even felt like wearing contact lenses this year. i feel so nonchalant about life in general. not much drive to do anything out of the ordinary. just wanna lead a quiet life kinda mood. just feel like sticking to status quo. just feeling like a lazy bag of bones. is it the result of the long holidays? i just couldn't really give a damn to alot of things that happens to me. i just take it at face value without being inclined to find out more. i wasn't spontaneous this year. i didn't suggest many things to do anymore. maybe after so many years of taking the initiative, i have decided to not do anything. i didn't thread my brows. im lazy to paint my nails. im lazy to start my work!!! gahhhh!!
anyway, now that the "do you have boyfriend" trend has begun, i believe it will only continue in future. and well, guess i need to find ways to remain nonchalant to this because, there truly isn't any guys in my life (perhaps for one.. but well.. it just seems impossible).. hmm.. i actually can see why singletons hate to be asked this question. gosh, will this be the start of my singleton nightmare? lol!
speaking of which, valentines day is coming and ohgoshhh, im once again single on v day. 3 months ago, i thought i wouldn't. well, i was wrong. oh well! on the bright side, it could be worse. i could be spending it being sad over an ex lover. so, well.. all's good.
im sooooooooooooo un-myself as of late. why?? whyyy??? ohmygosh!
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