Monday, February 7, 2011

It's scary knowing that someone's heart will be broken..

just a random post to that guy who's heart will be broken (some background story: one of my uni friends is going to break up with her boyfriend of many years, tonight). i didn't think much of it until now when i went to see her facebook. and i browsed through her boyfriend's. his status is "in a relationship". though its of no business of mine, i can't help but feel sorry and guilty for watching this guy take down his status by the stroke of midnight. gosh. to that guy.. i dedicate this post to your broken heart.. x: this feeling feels like as though i am watching someone stabbing a knife through another person's chest. except that i'm viewing it in a room with walls made of glass. and the thing is, i have a bandage across the chest because someone else did the same thing to me. so i can feel how that guy is feeling. its not sympathy. its empathy. x: its cruel. it reminds me of how mine was broken too. reminds me of why i shouldn't be so naive anymore. its just so sucky how i know that someone's life would change after tonight when he doesn't even know it. and i don't even know him. this world.. is weird.

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