i cannot believe its only tuesday.

i am honestly very shagged. Mentally and physically. Its only tuesday and i have been working last thursday, saturday evening till today. Everyday is like more than 12 hours of pure standing up, doing madness. Its because we accepted this lawyer (perez)'s job which is actually quite simple but alot of procedures. Printing the documents frm the hard disk (many many many pages), having to stamp the numbers on the indexes.. Just imagine this, we have thousands of indexes alone to stamp. The total indexes we have used altogether stacked up, is taller than me? And we still had to collate each document to its respective indexes. Plus, we have to print it into 4 copies of a4 and 3 copies of a5? So imagine the kind of chaos. I am already considered slack? My parents have been going to work at 6.30am since last week through the weekends till today? And we have been ending work at 8, 9pm? And today, being the latest - 11pm. It has been crazy. My mum has been so stressed, saw her tear just now. Somemore, we asked george to come down and help also. Imagine, the amount of time spent. Its mad. Also, we had to decline alot alot of jobs just to do this. So yeah.

V frustrating day today though. Basically, i cant imagine lawyers to be so.. Dumb? Honestly. to summarise, we maDe a suggestion to them to do it this way. But they refused it and told us to do another way. Only to call us at 6.30pm to tell us that the way they told us to do was wrong, and we were right in the first place? Which means, the past few hours of slogging was for nothing? And we had to stay back till 11pm just to do something we already suggested in the first place? Fucking fucking stupid! Really lor. Fuck it. Somemore i was kinda co-ordinating it and i suggested it randomly in the first place. and one thing about them is, they think money is everything. They tell us to do changes as and when they please and tell us to just charge them. Fuck la. We have lives u know! We've been eating packed food for dinner for so many days? Plus the girls have been doing OT for so long? And what about health? With so little sleep? And cus of them, i might sacrificing going to nana's 21st chalet?? Zzzzz. Fuck man. Fuck it.

And im exhausted,especially over the past 2 to 3 weeks, have been mugging for exams. And sleeping late due to anxiety and lack of time to study, thinking i can catch up on some rest during this 'break'? And now, im more tired than ever? Working 15 hours, just standing and making sure my brain works is no fucking joke. Plus, its not hols for me. I have exams in 2 months, also, revision classes in 2 weeks? I was just reading abit on socio. I feel i have no time already. Ohmyfuckinggosh.

Suddenly, i agree with karl marx. Bet adrian tang/ rosmary gosling/ steven taylor are proud i applied socio into daily lives. The exploitation of people, really does exists. Gahh. Okay la. Gonna sleep now. Sigh!