migraine..

having migraine for so many days in a row.today's was especially bad. think was becausei slept at 5am. woke up and my head was pounding. everytime i got out of bed, i got dizzy and it will feel like someone was punching my brains. v v horrible feeling. i hope it'll be gone. hence didnt get much done today.

anyway, tomorrow's results day. well.. as i said, i really only hope for one GRC to win and that is, mr low thia kiang's aljunied grc to win. because me, my dad and my grandpa has always been mr low's fans. he is a good leader and his team, including sylvia lim, is a good team. i will never forget the day mr low thia kiang visited my grandpa's funeral when i was 12. so yeah. im typing this post wearing my worker' party shirt with pride. through this elections, i've learnt a lot and suddenly, many questions i have taken for granted has suddenly been asked. not only the dirt on PAP, but also on singapore. suddenly devan nair is brought up again.. and all. i have gained new idols. she would be jeanette aruldoss chong, the smc candidate for mountbatten. shes a mother of 4, law grad from london school of economics and set up free legal services for the poor (pause. shouldnt this be part of a welfare done on the part of the government?). her speeches just shows how much she wants to help us get some justice done. v happy timtim is her polling agent. i wanna help.. but my exams are on monday. well, all the best to all opposition teams, especially NSP and WP. and i really hope mr goh didnt die in vain.


All in all, i just feel that the PAP's approach this time round is way too cocky, smug, arrogant and disappointing. even the most respected minister in PAP, dr vivian.. is a let down. the childish, snide remarks made. SM goh said no personal attacks and look at what he said about the guy who used to worl for him for 5 years? no personal remarks my ass. full of superficiality. it has come to a point that my image of MM lee has also deteriorated. really.. even for a man of his calibre.. and another thing is, how lame is it to suggest building our own nuclear plant? fuck la.do we even have the capacity? can we afford any mistakes if u're gonna build that nuclear plant? zzzzz. 

Oh well, whatever the results are.. I have no say and i just hope people will vote wisely. remember that running a country IS NOT the same as running a company. really, stop capitalism already. but well, if people are okay with being little tools to make money for the government and their fat pay cheques, then so be it. because i'll not stay and let my money be used to pay their fat paycheques. i rather donate my money to charity. bloody hell.